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busted. [15 Aug 2005|05:53pm] well there is this boy. that i lied to my parents about. and i like him. now my parents found out. and im grounded. <3 1 comment|x

[19 Jun 2005|02:23pm] i dont wrestle i beat bitches up. x

summer fun? [19 Jun 2005|10:56am] summer isnt the funnest yet. so please call me to hang out would ya? <3 x

hurting [13 Jun 2005|10:23am] [ mood | worried ] i dont want to fall for your tricks anymore. x

im done [03 Jun 2005|11:04pm] [ mood | crushed ] i am officially done. and i am really gonna try this time. i dont want to put myself through it again. and again. i should have been smart and not given you the second chance. i promise. cay. p.s. saying that you are trying doesnt count. because you really dont care. i think i am more mad at myself for trusting you. and for ever crying over you. 1 comment|x

my birthday gift. [02 Jun 2005|11:33am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Let there be love - oasis ] i love the new oasis cd. thank you danielle. <3 x

birthday [29 May 2005|06:38am] [ mood | bouncy ] so the birthday wasnt as bad as i expected. pretty fun actually. six flags on monday. boy do i hope so. im the big one seven now. awesome. <3 cay 1 comment|x

[27 May 2005|11:46am] B E N R U I Z I S A M A Z I N G I N B E D ! ! 1 comment|x

c++ [26 May 2005|10:35am] curtis and ness are out of control. x

[25 May 2005|04:34pm] 01. Last Cigarette: beginning of school. 02. Last Kiss: sunday 03. Last Cry: never. 04. Last Library Book Checked Out: forever. 05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: star wars 06. Last Book Read: forever. 07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: shit. 08. Last Beverage Drank: sprite. 09. Last Food Consumed: gum. 12. Last Time Showered: Sunday. Gross. 13. Last Shoes Worn: nikes. 14. Last CD Played: the academy is 15. Last Soda Drank: sprite 16. Last Thing Written: sprite 17. Last Words Spoken: bye. 18. Last Sleep: 6:45 am 21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: vanilla. With fudge. 22. Last Time Wanting to Die: never 24. Last Time Dancing: Prom <3 27. Last Crush: Joe 28. Last Annoyance: my friend. 39. Last Disappointment: Tuesday. 30. Last Time Scolded: last night 32. Last Web Site Visited: pure volume NUMBER OF 01. piercings = 4 02. tattoos = None. 03. height =5'5" 04. shoe size = 7 05. siblings = 2 LAST 01. movie you rented = The Longest Yard 02. movie you bought = Finding Neverland 03. song you listened to = holla back girl 04. song that was stuck in your head = holla back girl. 06. cd you listened to = the academy is. 07. person you've called = my diddy 08. person that's called you = my diddy 09. tv show you've watched = one tree hill. 01. you have a crush on some1? yes. 02. you wish you could live somewhere else? Yes. 03. you think about suicide = no 04. you believe in online dating = No. 05. others find you attractive = probably not. 06. you want more piercings = Yup. 07. you drink = No. 08. you do drugs = No. 09. you smoke = No. 10. you like cleaning = never. 11. you like roller coasters = yes. 12. you write in cursive or print = print. FOR OR AGAINST + long distance relationships: for + suicide = Against. + killing people = against + teenage smoking = against + doing drugs = against + driving drunk = against FAVORITE + soap operas = one life to live + thing to do = color + thing to talk about = boys + drinks = iced tea. + clothes = sweat pants + movies = say anything + music artist = too many + Band= too many + holiday = christmas. my birthday + ever cried over a boy = nope. + ever lied to someone: yea + ever been in a fist fight = no + ever been arrested = never. + shampoo do you use = purt plus + shoes do you wear = nikes blue ones + are you scared of = spiders number .. of times you have been in love? = once. Maybe. .. of times you have had your heart broken? = once .. of hearts you have broken? =none. I hope .. of boys/girls you have kissed? = 16 .. of drugs taken illegally? = 0 .. of people you would classify as true, could trust with your life type friends? = 1 maybe 2 on a good day. .. of people you consider your enemies? = 2 .. of times your name has appeared in the newspaper? never. .. of scars on your body? = 8 x

help [25 May 2005|03:46pm] my camera is MIA last seen: At the prom please help. x

i feel sorry for you [25 May 2005|08:23am] [ mood | nauseated ] its sad how awful you are being. its sad that you cannot talk. its sad that i beleived you before. its sad that i cant trust you. its sad that you still wont tell me. i hope something changes. you broke my heart... because i wanted a good friend. 1 comment|x

birthday = the worst [24 May 2005|09:03am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | spanish ] my friends are the worst. make plans on MY birthday. and dont even invite ME. they suck. gonna see some fish saturday morning. hopefully with JUST danielle. later saturday... still no idea. maybe hang out with curtis.? who knows. worst birthday in my life. x

love you i do [23 May 2005|10:51am] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | star wars ] i cannot believe anyone (even her) would do that. it makes me upset. that it happened. and i regret it already. i have a crush on him. and it makes me feel young. prom was fun. unitl i found out. My date was awesome. haha <3 love you guys i do. cay 1 comment|x

eh. [19 May 2005|12:12pm] [ mood | infuriated ] Prom tomorrow. what what im excited. im glad i decided to go. it almost looks like the orange is fading. bored. i hate graduation project. ive decided to get over everything. because i obiously dont matter much. so cay is no longer talking. everything is gonna be held in. its better that way. cay x

tan/orange [18 May 2005|11:40am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Stairway to Heaven ] advice to everyone and their mom: never get a spray tan! its the absolute worst. thank goodness soccer season is over. im not going to put up with any more of this. hopefully i will just get over it and not let it bother me any more. i guess i just expected a little too much. x

i hate you. [17 May 2005|12:07pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | The Who ] why do i even believe you anymore? its so sad that you think im that stupid. i dont know why i am putting up with this anymore. its not worth it. i guess i should of never gave you that second chance. maybe i just thought our "friendship" meant more. cay 1 comment|x

ugh [02 May 2005|11:52am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | NONE!! ] WHY WONT PURE VOLUME WORK! x

free time. [02 May 2005|11:16am] [ mood | touched ] [ music | The Dismemberment Plan : A Life Of Possibilities ] thanks to the florida trip. we have free time. being bored. Prom To-Do LIst: 1. get tan. 2. get shoes/ballet slippers. 3. actually talk to date. 4. figure out what the hell we are doing. MaST Soccer Team = my biggest nightmare. i love you. cay 1 comment|x

ugh. [25 Apr 2005|07:53pm] [ mood | envious ] something that is supposed to be so nice should not be so annoying. if i knew how to say "i hate my spanish class" in spanish i would say it all day long. why does he pick on me, nicole, and patrick. he gives me nightmares. i hate spanish.! im so happy for all of you. i just wish you all werent so selfish. <3 cay x

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